MIA

Well i haven't posted much for our memories this year for Halloween or much else. I have been feeling completely miserable and i have had one thing after another hit, from hospital iv fluids, to the flu, to some sinus cold thing, so not being able to eat or drink or i will throw up, and i have lost so much weight i weigh less than i did in high school.... um not so hot.  and i have never ever been so sick in my life and i am prego on top of it all so im sure that is why i am so sick and down. Anyway I wish i had more happy things to report but unfortunately i don't right now, today has been a good day i went to the store for the first time in 3 weeks ahhh! it was a challenge seeing all the food and the meat section wasn't cool so thankfully i had my mommy there to drive us home and help me load the groceries in the house. I have been so blessed with so much help from family, and neighbors and ward members it has been so amazing! I just hate being the invalid and so broken down and dependent on others, but maybe that is what i need to learn because its still hard asking for help! Anyway i am 14 weeks along, so i am out of the first trimester and still sick as a dog i hope and pray i will get to enjoy thanksgiving food this year!!! but this is the report for us as of late. My kids are doing great considering how things have been, and my poor husband Jake has been super dad for the last few months and probably is going crazy, but he would never let me know it because he is so amazing and i would be lost without him and his strength! And things are hopefully going to get better for me each day! I'll just get going with some pic's and updating so when i look back on my blog i won't wonder what happened to my kids. =)